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my room smells of chocolate waffles. stephen was drunk and sober last night. he has that cute boy-boy voice over the phone. haaa! i'm still stuck with chapter 2 of Nadia's Song. everything's so mundane and lacklustre. i'm getting sick of it.
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ohjustshutthefuckup and lick some cheebye la. well, it pretty much shows that you still care. CSS is love. Freedom is love. Maiz, i miss you so much so that let's get together and elope to the mountains and make babies. Ro said she doesn't understand my entries because there are so many holes missing.
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oh let's curse today. yeaaahh i did some booty exercises in the morning and crunches. i hate having period because they bloody effing sucks and puts me into a stupid pms state when my period's ending. now great cos i forgot to do the
mandi hadas and i'm so lazy to shower. i went for a run all the way to evergreen sec and met some old friends. now my neck's aching like kanina and i don't feel like changing into some proper clothes. gotten myself into a petty trivial argument with mum in the morning, but now we're okay. heh. god, i think i'm being such a lousy friend. ahh dammit laaa! so fucking agitated that i feel like banging someone's head onto the wall. holidays are undeniably fucking stupid. two horrible miserable weeks till sch reopens and i seriously fucking can't take this madness brewing inside my head. i ignore when people ask me how have i been bcos i just don't know how to answer it. haaah. wth. i feel like drinking soyabean bcos they say if you drink soyabean it helps to make your boobs grow bigger. HAHAHA! i think its funny la. but i'm gonna try it anyways and see how it goes bcos my boobs are hopelessly flat la. heh!