'dejected, devastated, depressed'. May you be in a state of placidity when reading this. after days of a turmoil plight, you finally seek what you've been longing all this while. Well, isn't that supposed to be wonderful? *smugs*
I'm feeling bits & pieces of everything in bold above. But I'd make sure that this shitfuck won't get out of control. Why should I? You, the morbid horrible creature, whom takes everything for granted, and your eyes too blinded about your own needs that you often neglected other people's needs. I really pity you, your own self, your mind and your soul. And I pity the other you. You're in for a jumpy enthralling ride baby. Cos once the ride's done, you're gonna be on your knees with teary eyes. HAHAHA. How fun.
Okay. I love you too stephen.