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Wednesday, July 18, 2007, 10:37 pm
this is me, baby.

i'm not a good person. i never was, never is.

my today's intention was to dump this blog. but i can't! i can't hold this contentment any longer!

as usual, school was shitty and my mood was somehow or rather, spoilt. but this is raidah, and raidah's good at keeping up the pretence and in burying deep down her thoughts & feelings. i waited patiently for school to end. met maiz again to catch up at titanic. here's the best part - i met a lot (maybe not that much) of people, coincidentally. and all these people managed to somehow brighten up my shitty day! met aidil, aini, sarhan, fareez, reza, lujainy and others. (: and i went home with fareez (as usual =.=) and he sent me halfway till the road somewhere in front of the stadium. my friend so sweet! hahaa! he said i didn't change much at all. hey eez, you sure? i wish you could take back your words..cos you made me feel bad, very bad inside. he said he misses me and yeah, i missed him too and that includes the others. ):

but no matter how good the day can be, i will always ended up feeling.. sad or doleful. it seems almost all the contentment that i had would be drained and sucked out till nothing else is left behind.

yet again, i'm not a good person. i never was, never is, never am.