The clouds today are pretty.

The mice pestered the arnab to blog & to throw in a few crude remarks for today's entry. But you see, I'm lazy. And I've accepted the fact that, well, I'm lazy. (: So here's to the tikus & many others who care & never fail to read this vapid trash. *applause*

I simply love fridays. Fridays ain't any shitty days. Why? 'Cause I'll be looking forward for physcology lectures! I used to enjoy mondays too. 'Cause there will always be sociology lectures to enjoy. But not anymore.. NO MORE SOCIOLOGY LECTURES ON MONDAYS!! Hence, that makes mondays one of the shitty days too.

Yesterday's friday was indeed fun. Little blacky was a little clumsy while having lunch. HAHAA!! So funny! And ooh! Little blacky paid for the tixs and i felt sad! )): SAD TAU!! And I guess, she's a little anxious or nervous, aye? Bought tixs, had lunch and finally it's time to take out our wands! *whoosh whooosh!* Once done, bounced from marina bay to the north area and listened to black attentively. Sigh. Took 187 home and in the midst of waiting, I think, I saw..HABIBAH boarding 168! But then again, maybe its my eyes playing tricks on me.. Hmm. Maybe its just someone else who happens to look like her. Yeah. Anyways, I had an overdose of fun & i laughed so much till my tummy ached and made me almost wanted to FART. BWHAHAHAA! Really lahh. We meet again next week ke eh, insya'allah! *crosses fingers & smiles* ^^

And yeah! I saw a girl in school who has nice tanned legs yesterday. I wish my legs are as nice as hers seh. jealous aku! Last thursday, while waiting for the train to come, I saw a cute guy from my sch. And he has style! I like cute guys with style. Why? They're appealing and its hard to find them. Hahaa! I think he's a chinese! Nyahahaa! Too bad he pierced his lower lip. I don't like guys with piercings. i don't know why, but i don't like it. But hell, he's SO cute! So don't care laah eh! Heeheeeheeee. xp

What else i wanna say? Ohh. I've been out from earth lately. My mind's not within this body. Spacing out is the next thing I do best apart from reading & being a lazy kentang. Just empty & filter this mind of mine of all the perennial questions, doubts or cryptics.. And slowly think of nothing. The trick is not to allow your mind to wander. (Its fun! HAHAA!) Sometimes somedays, I'd wake up in the middle of the night and can't get back to sleep. What I do then? Stare at the skies & sing to the clouds, and later, unknowingly, find myself slowly falling back to sleep.

Weekend is coming to an end once again. I hate weekends. Its merepek, boring & shitty.

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i decided to combine both updates into one entry. and i took this from huda's blog. thanks huda! (:

Have you ever cried at night
Thinking it was bad
Have you ever lost a love
The only thing you ever had
Have you ever screamed out loud
From pain that you have felt
Have you ever stopped and looked
At pain that you have dealt
Have you ever really wondered
If they truly feel for you
Have you ever loved another
And never told them so
Have you ever tried to tell them
But didn’t know how it would go
Have you ever had them leave
And watched them walk away
And reflect on the tears you've dealt
And tell someone when you love them
Before they go away
And maybe if you could say the right words
They just might want to stay

do you feel that? do you? maybe if you're a real human being and borned with real human feelings, you might just feel that. there aren't anymore tears to shed for. kosong teardrops you know. and crying requires a lot of energy. i'd rather use that energy and go running as always & burn my fats. (hah! no link.) it was raining here. i like it when it rains. i wish it would just rain forever. but when it rains, i can't go jogging. so what i do next? i'll lay down, curl up & go spacing out in solitude. wanna join?

and ooh its 4.10 in the morning, and i just realised that its 22th July already. and its a sunday. ahha ahha ahhaa. go figure.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHAMALA & HAPPY RACIAL HARMONY!!