Spinning to: Love Song by 311/ My Only One by Mocca/ Aozora by Shiina Ringo.
fuck you. fuck you. fuck you.
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everything at home has gone haywire. that's right. what the fuck is wrong here??!
i went home with a big headache accompanied with more uncomforting thoughts that have been bombarding my brain since yesterday. why must it all happened so sudden?
lately, i realised that whenever i take my shower, tears would run down my cheeks like the running tap water. again and again i've told myself that i don't want anymore episodes of such matters. but i can't control the unstable emotional side of me. too much things running through my head in a haste.
tomorrow school starts by 9 and i'll be done in fifty minutes time. but i have a group meeting which would prolly take up my time for about an hour or so. and i thought of donating my blood to the blood drive in school tomorrow. maybe i should - do a kind deed for once.
what should my plans for tomorrow be?
and daddy will be hospitalised in a week's time..and that's when they'll do his surgery too.
help me to help you.
you stole my heart and i want it back.