Spinning to: Zen Me Ban by S.H.E
Wednesday it is.
Soon, the week shall come to an end and a new week shall be embraced.
I'm tired. Too tired of all these constant troubles.
Go away! Just go away and stop troubling me. I need my peace. I don't want my brain and my mind to be perturbed by such trivial matters anymore.
I want it to end.
... ..
Perhaps, it's time for me to come clean with myself.
For all these aeons years, I've been in love with this one soul whom I've known for 12 years. This soul has been with me through thick and thin. He's the kindest sweetest caring soul I've ever met. He's my bestfriend, companion and everything. At least what I thought he would be.
But I soon realised that those are all my fantasies. He wasn't what I thought he would still be. Not anymore.
Saddening isn't it?
Phew! I'm really glad that the both of us will just remain as acquaintances and nothing more than that. Believe me, nothing will.
School was okay. Today's the most best day la - 3 hours of lunch. 50 mins of tutorial and we zoomed zoomed to the library to do our homework using the thickest big fat medical dictionary I've ever seen in my life. Afterwhich..it's lunch time at 'banquet' at amk with 1/3 of the whole class! nyahahahaas. And I realised that my school doesn't have any cute guys. Everyone looks so selenger looking luhh! WHAT'S WRONG?!?!!!
Crystal's friend finds me cute. =.=" And that's the most hilarious and funniest thing I've ever heard this week. ahha haaaa. knsnbcb so screwed!
I met a lot of my old friends today! (khairil, angeline, johnson etc) Therefore, I'm pretty much delighted at the moment. *gleams*
And tomorrow, I'll end by 6 pm. Somebody please shoot me dead. T-T
"Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live" - Anonymous