you want me.
but i don't want you.
you need me.
but i don't need you.
you like me.
but i don't like you.
you love me.
but i don't love you.
you see specialty in me.
but i see nothing in you.
i can't give you what you want from me. this thing that i've held for too long is too precious. how could i surrender this thing to you so easily, when it's hard for me to part with it? i can't be with you although you want me to. how could i be with you when i've already entrusted this thing with someone else? you drive me nuts. you keep pressurizing me. you make me full of ire. i don't like you. i hate you. i detest you.