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Thursday, October 12, 2006, 10:14 pm
Painted By Numbers by The Sounds is good. Go listen to it ok?

Yesterday was Graduation Day. All the graduation classes presented their speeches and their ppt or videos. In the beginning, everyone was paying attention but later on, almost everyone around me started to doze off. And hey, my class was the last one and you can imagine how tiresome it was. Hahaa can't believe I'm a graduate alr.

My class presented Mrs Ong, our Ft, with a sketch of herself. It was preeeety ok. Fuck you shittyfuckheadbastards who don't know how to appreciate certain things - even the smallest little things that life has blessed us with. You seriously don't deserve to live a life in this beautiful world at all and I pitied you for this. Go to hell and lick your fucklicious ass fucktards.

My days are brilliantly numbered. I'm running short of time and my journey is getting very exhausting and tiring. I constantly find myself battling out the negative thoughts that creeps in me nowadays. Believe me, it's not easy at all. It's even harder when you've people around you to relentlessly nag or being completely 100% unsupportive in your pursuit of doing something at your best. It definitely feels like people are seeing me like a nonentity person despite my efforts that I'm putting in. For once, I'm really hoping that all of you could see and understand what I'm going through during this peak period. I'm not asking for anything big, just some space for me to breathe and relax, and to see you all being supportive of myself and my ardour. I'm experiencing a severely tough period this moment. Your unremitting support and believe would play a prime part in helping me to do my best..and that's all I need.

I do not need anymore vilifications from anyone as I don't have anymore time to entertain your trivial comments. Besides, you're just wasting your precious bloody time and furthermore, I'm inured by it already. Get a life ok?

I realised and I know that this is what I need to do, what I must do and what I wanted to do. But now, I'm losing my faith, my confidence, my motivation and the drive to do my best. I've lost almost everything throughout this journey and I need restore it all back before matters get worse.

It's hard to keep up with the masquerade. I just can't tell my friends what's happening now. In fact, I don't know what's happening to me. Its like there's a big monster that has just swallowed me inside and I can't get out. It's getting harder to breathe and words that came out from my mouth couldn't be heard. I need to find myself back.

19 Oct is my O Level Sci Prac. A week left only..

SIGH. I need to pull myself up altogether.