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Thursday, September 28, 2006, 8:13 pm
Only when I was about to settle down and have some peace, that's when everything somehow started to turn hay-wire.

All of us know that having faith and confidence are two different things that can lead you to your success. But I realised that I don't have much as compared to some people. People around who have seen my ups and downs would agree that I lack of faith and confidence in myself. I tried doing something about this, but I've failed. I do not know what else I should do. I tried finding for remedies but I couldn't find any.

My maths teacher called me out yesterday to check on my assignment. As she checked, she told me about a lot of things about myself. Things that I didn't thought she would say to a student. She mentioned that I just need that extra boost of confidence and have faith in everything I do. I was close to tears, but I just hold them back. She gave me a reality check and I'm astonished that whatever she has said have created such a big impact on myself. Right now, the more I think about it the more it makes me feel so worse and devastated. And she knows that I'm trying very hard indeed.

My simple wish is to do well academically and reach all my expectations. And I want to make my parents proud. It's such a simple wish, but it's so hard to reach it. Suddenly, I feel so unsure of my envisions and it's getting pretty blurry.

Mrs Lee gave out simple laminated notes to us. This is to make us feel more encouraged. And she wrote the same thing for me - confidence.

Sigh. I'm too doleful to type anymore. I need motivation now.