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Friday, August 04, 2006, 10:40 pm
Out of many blue days, it happened today. Sometimes its good to cry and let it all out. To let go of everything you have kept inside your heart. I don't like to cry, especially in front of my friends. Its embarassing and malu-fying.

I don't want to share about what happened in school. Only certain people would know why. Now, I know who are my true friends. In times of crisis, people whom you expect to lend a shoulder to cry on, wasn't there at all. I didn't expect the guys in my class to be so caring. Its scares me sometimes.

I have people who said, "I'll be there with you.." But it turned out that it was just lies. It hurts a lot actually. No words can EVER cure this scar.

I miss you guys a lot. We used to be close, but eversince school starts, I feel that the ties are becoming loose. You guys didn't say anything to me. No more 'hello!' and 'bye!'. Some of you didnt even look me in the eye. Didn't even smile..What is happening? I shed tears thinking about what's happening to us, but none of you approached me to ask whether I'm okay. We are friends. You said it yourself that if you see a change in one of your friends' attitude, you will confront that person up. But I see nothing is being done to rectify the matter. Sweet talks are just plain BULLSHIT. Do that to some other girls, but NOT me. I don't trust guys words easily because they tend to be manipulative and always take advantage of girls. MCP do please fuck yourself upside down! We tried talking things up, and it seemed to work..but only for a month. After that, you guys went back to the same old way. I know I'm just a girl. Nothing else right? Perhaps, that's the reason why you guys took advantage of me. You are just taking me for granted right? You saw me shedding tears, but why weren't you people confront me up? Sigh. Your actions have just stabbed me..and proved that I'm just worthless and useless to your eyes. I'm a girl, and girls tend to be quite sensitive. We just don't think alike.

I've been tolerating this for quite some time. Don't make me HATE you people.

Am I in the wrong? Did any of my words or actions hurt you guys? If yes, I'm truly SORRY.