Don't ask me how I'm feeling. Don't ask me if I'm okay. I'm pertubed by what happened. I'm incensed by what I've heard and seen.
Racial Harmony 2006 was a blast. I'm grateful that I'm blessed with such great friends and classmates. I can never ask for more. I'm thankful that we managed to held on to each other for more than three years, despite those frequent arguments and misunderstandings. I'm trully blessed! And I definitely love 5/3 to bits. I wonder what would happened to each and every one of us once we have departed and going on our own separate ways. Although the guys in my class can be egoistic at times, they are still very sweet souls. Way better than some guys that I usually mixed around with. Sigh. Plus, the WHOLE class wore the malay costumes on RHD. And all of them looked really great and pretty! I'll put up pictures here once I've upload all the pics. Took tons of pictures. All of them turned out nice! =DDDDDDDD
I can't wait till November to be over. After that I can bet you that I'll be partying everyday and everynight. And I shall dance my way to my bufdae in Dec. Best to the moon.
I'm utterly disappointed in my friend whom I've known for 5 years through religious classes that I used to attend in the weekends. I must raise my hand and agree that most teenagers nowadays are just oblivious to almost everything. They also didn't use their brains to think thoroughly about the circumstances that they would face when they did such foolish acts. If that the case, why won't you just feed your useless brain to the monkeys or those hungry piranhas? Sheesh.
Getting yourself involved in pre-marital sexs and in unwanted pregancy just proved that you have no self-respect and dignity. I'm just stating my views here and I'm not even trying to make my friend look bad. But her tummy is growing bigger by each week and the thought really saddens me. The thought was just too unbearable and no words can described the feelings of my disappointment and anger. I'm really pertubed by it. And she's only my age, petite, mediocre looking and bubbly. Sigh. I didn't expect her to do this..But whatever it is, she's still my dear friend. And I pray for the best for her.
I really don't know what's happening to me. It seems like this predicament just won't end. One thing after another. Fuck this fucking shit. I had enough. I'm inured by these unverified stories and I'm not giving in anymore. Perhaps, these people are being envious of me. Heh! First, you twisted my stories. Now, you created fuckish rubbish rumors about me having a row with XYZ. Hello?!! XYZ is my friend. Just because I'm in a very shitty fucking mood nowadays and I don't talked much, doesn't mean that I'm not in speaking terms with him. Stupid fucktards like you can just go flush yourself down the toilet. I can't be bothered anymore. And if you're trying to inveigh me, please don't. Cos you're just wasting your bloody time.
Okay. So now what? I'm out already? No news..no nothing. The very least thing all of you could do is to inform me the news. This goes to show that perhaps, all of you really doesn't show your appreciation towards my least contribution. Sigh. I'm out or not, do please keep me updated. Whatever that's happening do let me know. Your actions seemed to show that I'm just another disposable person - I'm being used to fulfill your needs, and you'll throw me away once you do not need me anymore. WTF?? Chauvinistic guys can just go and fuck my cupboard drawer yea!
Fucking fuctards like these people and go and fuckingly fuck themselves and suffer.