Alright. I need lots of tissues now.
I need huggs.
But I'm definitely in a confused state now.
Oh why must this happen to me? Out of all people, why me? Where have I gone wrong? What mistakes have I committed?
My apprehension strikes me now as curious. I just don't know what I should do anymore. I have no clue or whatsoever. I just wish all this hadn't happened at all. I just wish I could turn back time and rewind things.
Now, I'm going crazy and doing stupid things just to quell the feeling of discomfort asshole gave me. Stupid bastard. Fuck you upside down and die.
I was indignant when I read those entries. I'm upset about what asshole did. What more can I ask for?
And it's ironic to see your angelic buddies suddenly changed to become such bitchy annoying ppl.
But it hurts even so much to see the people whom you loved dearly just..gone away without saying a poignant goodbye. It hurts so badly.
Sigh.
Deep sigh.
There's barrage of questions left unanswered.
And nowadays, my life has been in shambles. Too frazzled and tired to do anything enjoyable.
Devastated. Doleful. Disappointment. And this is just perfect.
Too perfect to be exact.
Unmoored by loss and betrayal, no one can predict where this tragedy will lead me into.
A riveting evocation of life's inexplicable turns of fate and a testament to the will to survive.
Oh dear god, I beg ur mercy!
I can't handle this alone. Its just too hard.
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
And yes, I'm not mad nor am I angry at asshole. (: *smirks*
Tomorrow is indeed a new day.