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Wednesday, March 22, 2006, 11:01 pm
OMGG. THIS IS SO FUCKING DEGRADING.

I REALLY CAN'T BELIEVE THAT IT ACTUALLY HAPPENED. IT NEVER CROSSED MY MIND AT ALL. NOW THAT IT HAPPENED, I'M REALLY SPEECHLESS AND SERIOUSLY DO NOT KNOW WHAT I SHOULD DO.

I DO NOT KNOW WHAT JUST WENT WRONG. WAIT. I CAN'T EVEN DEFINE WHAT'S WRONG AND WHAT'S RIGHT ANYMORE. I'M SO CONFUSED. EVERYTHING JUST DIDN'T SEEM RIGHT ANYMORE. I HOPE NOT TO MOPE FROM THE TURBULENCE OF EVENTS THAT I'VE BEEN THROUGH.

SOMETIMES I JUST WONDER, WHAT WILL BECOME OF ME IF I WERE TO STAY THIS WAY FOREVER. I'LL HAVE TO ADMIT THAT I'M SCARED OF CHANGES ALTHOUH I WISH TO CHANGE FOR THE BETTER. I KNOW THAT NOT ALL CHANGES ARE BAD NOR ARE THEY GOOD. BUT...

THINGS THAT HAPPENED IN THE PAST HAVE BEEN AN EYE-OPENER FOR ME. BUT I'M STILL HAVING DOUBTS WHETHER I'LL BE ABLE TO EXPERIENCE WHAT THEY'RE GOING THROUGH.

I USED TO BE THAT BUOYANT AND OPTIMISTIC GIRL. BUT NOT ANYMORE. I FEEL THAT THE REAL PART OF ME IS HIDING AND RUNNING AWAY. I'M ABSOLUTELY NOT A PRETENDER. BUT..I JUST DON'T KNOW WHO I AM ANYMORE.

AND I'M GETTING SO WORNED OUT NOWADAYS. I CAN'T CONCENTRATE. MY MIND IS FLYING ELSEWHERE. I'VE TRIED MY BEST. BUT NOTHING SEEMED TO WORK. I REALLY DO NOT KNOW WHAT I SHOULD DO ANYMORE. I'M DEFINETLY ON THE VERGE OF GETTING EVERYTHING UP. I REALLY AM.

IN THIS KIND OF STATE, ONE CAN NEVER HAVE A PEACE OF MIND WHEN THE MIND IS FULL OF CONTRADICTING THOUGHTS.


I'M DROWNING.













SOMEONE JUST GOTTA HELP AND SAVE ME RIGHT NOW.