i'm at home right now. feeling bored as usual. initially, i was supposed to be OUT and have fun skanking and performing with my other band mates. but, HELL NO. parents pulled a long black face when i told them i wanted to go out. they brought up and mentioned about the past, from studies to friends to music to EVERYTHING.
WHY IN THE WORLD CAN'T THEY JUST UNDERSTAND?
i'm so devastated and disappointed with myself. i can't believe that i just missed SKA MANIA gig which is one of the major happening gigs in S'pore. we've practised so hard for it and this must happened. i've truly disappointed each and every perfect lie members. im pretty sure they are pretty mad at me. now, im wondering how they have played for the gig. im pretty sure myself that it was a lacklustre performance..cos i'm the TRUMPETER which adds the spice to every music we play.
yes, things happen for a reason. but what's the reasons behind all these? sigh.
called fareez and told him that i couldn't make it to the gig last minute due to some family urgent matters that i must attend and he sounded pretty disappointed. deep sigh.
maybe there is a reason behind all these after all.